Album

1. Please Fall in Love With Me

This is a song that I wrote about someone who I admired a lot and had a huge crush on. This is probably the longest crush I have ever had on anybody. I think sometimes we meet people who just seem to be so perfetly flawless to us. They become really important to us and even though maybe you were not necessarily meant to end up togeher, you were definitely meant to at least meet and be an important part of each other’s lives for a while. This person helped me become a better version of myself, and to tis day I will always be grateful to have crossed paths with that person even if it was only for a limited time..

It’s been a long time since I’ve had someone

to hold me, comfort me, go out, and have some fun

I’ve had my things, had my flings, but all them temporary

Though I’m young I crave a love that’s complete

Chorus:

Honey, I’m begging you to please fall in love with me

promise me that you won’t ever, ever for get me

I want to hear your favorite songs in a playlist

made just for me to listen to straight on repeat

but you only so recognize me

late at night when the moon has peaked

I’ve been thinking about you since the minute we met

Known you for 689 days can you do the math

I can write infinite pages about my love for you

for you there’s no limit on the amount of things I’d do

(chorus)

Bridge:

I have lost my sense of pride

trust me, that I can’t deny

thinking about you

every minute of everyday

but what can i say

(chorus)

2. Those Nights

This is a song I wrote about 3 years ago when I went through a break up with someone I was with for about 2 years. When I met him it was in Colombia and he was someone I fell really hard for and was my first love. It was always really hard for me when I had to come back to Miami and not be able to see him for months. When we broke up it was really hard for me because I ended up finding out that he moved in with one of his exes while he was still with me. I too me along time to gwt over him and once I was finally starting to get over him, he tried to come back into my life. Thankfully I saw past his lies that time and eventually got over him.

Tell me how to feel when I’m alone

teach me my way out of this deep hole

cause I’m here without you in this broken road

that leads me down the memories

and has me trapped with broken wings

while these thoughts of you keep haunting me

Chorus:

On those nights, on those nights

I just need to feel alright

How can I get through these thoughts of you

See your eyes in the stars, see your smile in the sky

Oh you pull me in just like the moon

I’m running out of things to do to get over you

Tell me how to feel when I’m a mess

what’s the way to end this loneliness?

all those times with you I felt so blessed

Now you’re gone.. who would’ve guessed

that someone who claimed to love so deep

would make these tears run down my cheek

while these thoughts of you keep haunting me

(chorus)

Bridge:

On those nights

I can’t help but replay all the tears

On those nights

I can’t help but remember the days you were here

On those nights

all I can think of is holding you tight

in my arms.. for the rest of the night

but you’re gone, yeah you lied

and now I’m here lonely every damn night.

ohh.. on those nights

(chorus)

3. Beatiful Man

Sometimes in life we have people who become a huge creative inspiration for us. With this person, song ideas just flew left and right. I was always able to imagine a scenario for me and that person and be able to write according to this scenario. Though my feelings for this person remain unclear, I always felt that the person I wrote this song about is just a beautiful person inside and out. That is why I felt that writing this song about them was necessary.

Beautiful man, I’m your number 1 fan

If only you knew how you make this girl dance

From your dark brown hair, to that mysterious stare

From the beat of your heart, to the love that you share

That everlasting smile could never go out of style

Beautiful man, loved you for quite a while

Chrous:

You’re way too mesmerizing

This may be a bit surprising

But you’ve been my creative inspiration

Beauiful man, beautiful man

A truly amzing, beautiful man

Beautiful man, I’m your number 1 fan

If only you knew how you help me understand

All the meaning and the beauty of life

The difference between wrong and right

Your willingness to help and strong sense of self

A true inspiration, a wonderful creation

Beautiful man, loved you for quite a while

(chorus)

Bridge:

You’re everything I’ve wanted and more

A man I truly adore

And any girl in the world

would be lucky to be.. yours

beautiful man

(chorus)

4. Mess With My Heart

Chorus:

why do I always let them mess with my heart

my heart, my heart

why do I always let them rip me apart

apart, apart

and once that they’re gone, I’m never me again

they really just don’t see how bad I’m suffering

how could I possibly let them do this to me

I do this constantly but always fail to see

their true intentions the way they toy with me

like they are kids again and I’m their barbie

but I’m too blind to see that they’re not my Ken

and they will never step up and be real men

(chorus)

they don’t seem to care, they’re bunch of conmen

ready to trick my mind to get me involved with them

but I’m so over them, need me a handyman

one that’ll fix my heart, one that’ll take a stand

tired of feeling nothing but broken

after kiss, every hug

every time I think I fall in love

(chorus)

Bridge:

my heart may never be the same

after each one of their games

day by day ripped into more pieces

and the level of disappointment increases

now the love left to share decreases

(chorus)

5. Selfish

many people tend to let go of the ones they love

feelings aside, putting their love’s happiness above

many people only want the best for their other half

leaving them with nothing but a photograph

but darling please know that I’m not one of them

I guess once I fell for you I became thoughtless

Chorus:

So call me selfish

But I wouldn’t want to see you love anybody else

Because I love you and I want you all for myself

Don’t you know that I would give you the world

All the things I’d do to be your one and only girl

So call me selfish

But I wouldn’t want to see the day you leave this city

Because I love you and I don’t want you to leave me

Don’t you know that for you I would travel the world

All the roads I’d take to be your one and only girl

So call me selfish, yeah call me selfish

sometimes I sit and think how much you mean to me

I’ve got it real bad for you, that I guarantee

want to make you smile, I just want to make you happy

I want to be the only one that can make you feel complete

Oh I know of a word for people like me, it’s egocentric

but how can I not be when a love this good makes me oh so selfish

(chorus)

Bridge: Your love has made me crazy

Your love has made me greedy

Your love has made me messy

Your love has made me needy

So call me selfish

Call me selfish

Call me… selfish

(chorus)

6. Misunderstood

Misunderstood are these thoughts I have

Man, can you explain these feelings

Knowing this is love that can’t happen

Knowing this is love that just can’t be

if only i could express my every thought

if only this was a love, a love that’s not wrong

(chorus)

For the most misunderstood love of all is forbidden

when all you feel has to be put away and hidden

Oh I know, I know you wouldn’t understand

But I never expected these feelings to expand

Misunderstoon when I watch you speak

Man, can you explain these fast heartbeats

Knowing I can’t just look into eyes

Knowing you’re not one I can go to when I cry

If only I could express how you move my word

If only I could tell you that you are my world

(chorus)

Bridge:

Misunderstood are the words of a girl

A girl who may never be able to confess

Who may beat around the bush, but not express

A love that causes the most distress

For the love she has for him is forbidden

(chorus)

7. If This Was Love

no disrespect but I must admit

you ruined my life in an instant

unknowingly I fell for you

I should’ve, I should’ve been more distant

June 18th I remember

when I decided I surrender

thought maybe I’d found the one for me

flashed by your smile in a bowling alley

while first impressions are quite deciving

something bout you is just so appeasing

chorus:

we’re not together but we act like we are

but the rush is amazing so far

baby I wonder baby I wonder

what things would be like

if this was love

love, love

fine line between love and hate it’s true

and I don’t know from which of the two to choose

June 30 I remember

the day felt colder than December

birthday dinner you didn’t show up to

I only wanted to spend that day with you

and while you broke the promise to be there next to me

still managed to forgive your unreliability

(chorus)

Bridge:

6 months going on and I’m still nothing to you

you say you’re human and that you’ve got a heart too

but darlin I can tell you why I don’t think that’s true

(chorus)

8. Empty Space

Dating back and forth to fill that empty space

Been feeling incomplete since I first saw your face

Now I always feel the need to go out of my way

To find someone, who might actually stay

Texting back and forth, but there’s still that empty space

No one’s really serious, this is a lousy game to play

Because I’m only into 1 and that one is you

But you’ve got someone that you’ve got to be true to

Chorus:

Since I’ve met you, nobody compares

Having trouble finding someone who cares

It’s like you’ve left me with an empty space

I’ve got to find the one who can take your place

Dating back and forth to fill that empty space

Been feeling incomplete since I first saw your face

I’ve got nothing but high expectations for love

Cuz you treat her like a queen and that’s all I can think of

Chatting back and forth but am I even into him

I don’t even think that he is ready to commit

But I’m just spending time with every other guy

To see which one could make me feel almost alive

(chorus)

Bridge:

Like damn, did I really think I could pull this off

To ignore my love for you and replace you like a glove

But I don’t think someone can fill an empty space

That wasn’t meant to be filled by them anyway

So I’ll go ahead and fill it with love for myself

Because it’s what I deserve, not to be put on a shelf

Chorus #2:

Since I’ve met me, nobody compares

I’ve realized there’s nothing better than selfcare

And now that empty feeling, I no longer wear

I found a love greater than any, of that I am aware

x 2

9. It Could’ve Been You

you call me to tell me how much you miss me

2am phone calls because you can’t sleep

it hurts you to see him treat me like a queen

he picked up my pieces, now he makes me feel happy

my relationship with him, you should not speak of

because when you had me you never valued my love

now you can’t help but think that

Chorus:

it could’ve been you

it could’ve been, it could’ve been

it could’ve been you

it could’ve been you all along, you by my side

you til the day I die

it could’ve been, it could’ve been

it could’ve been you

he makes me feel special and all warm inside

all you knew how to do was make me cry

but those tears are now dry, never felt more alive

side by side, I’ll love him til earth no longer has life

so hang up the phone, don’t call me again

if I remember clearly, you didn’t want to be friends

you don’t know how to live with yourself knowing that

(chorus)

Bridge:

you can’t just come back with my heart already fixed

sorry you took so long to realize what you missed

but darlin, I’m already his I’m already his

you lost your chance, no more going back to this

just know that

(chorus)

10. Butterflies

My oh my, I guess I should thank you

For making me feel so brand new

My thoughts on love have changed

You’ve given me a whole different view

This is all a whole new sensation

Causing my heart acceleration

Chorus:

And my, my world is shaken

My breath’s been taken

My body’s numb but I can still feel these butterflies

Butterflies

I’ve been feeling nothing but these butterflies

Butterflies

Been a while since I last felt these butterflies

My oh my, I guess you should know

I finally look forward to seeing tomorrow

I’m finally not scared of what my future holds

Because I know I won’t be diving in solo

You’ve got a place in me, and I a place in you

And for you there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do

(chorus)

Bridge:

It’s refreshing to know you’re by my side

The shy little girl no longer has to hide

So much confidence and so much pride

In knowing that you’ll forever be mine

(chorus)

11. Don’t Rush

Here we are, I’m crying

and you’re yelling

Once again arguing

over something so petty

You want to control

everything that I do

You think you have a say

in the choices I make

But darling, darling, darling

I think I’m running away

Chorus

These things happen

when you rush into something

for not wanting to be alone

and this no longer feels like home

Now I know it’s time to go

This love is everything I feared

Not even love, nowhere near

It’ll hurt, but I can’t stick around

Not when you keep me this stressed out

Here we are, I’m upset

you’re giving me that guilt trip

You say that I’m (the)

love of your life

but that’s not what I

felt last night

Everyday this just gets worse

It all just feels like some kind of curse

and darling, darling, darling

I think I’m running away

(chorus)

Bridge:

My apologies, but I must leave

This has sucked, all the life in me

I really hoped for the best

But now it’s time to give it a rest

(chorus)

12. Over It

No more sleepless nights

No more twists and turning

Let go of toxicity, free’d my mind

I no longer cry to songs

That remind me of you

I no longer search for your smile

When i look at the moon

Won’t disrespect myself

by thinking of you

Chorus:

Over it, over it, over you

Dont with it, done with it, done with you

I’m no longer thinking of you

I’ve got better things to do

Than to let you mess with my head, heart & mood

You used to affect all my decisions

Now I take deep breaths before every move

My life, no longer affected by your intuitions

I no longer seek approval from you

I’m happier, free, and satisfied with me

I’m growing, glowing, and raising myself

You’re not even a 3rd of who I aspire to be

(chorus)

Bridge:

Free yourself from toxicity

Let yourself be free

Don’t let them take away your ease

Free yourself from toxicity

Let yourself be free

Don’t let them take away your ease

(chorus)

13. When She Learned to Let Go

Young girl raised so beautifully sweet

She’d tend to love a little too intensely

Blinded by her lovely sunrise

He refused to see past her shining light

Young boy raised with hardships

All he needed was companionship

But nothing too serious like a relationship

He failed to love her, he couldn’t commit

Here she realized she needed to cut the strings

Chorus:

When she learned to let go

She could see her potential

And that there’s no one more special

Than the person she can be

And now she can finally breath

because she is finally free

When she learned to let go

Young girl learning to spread her wings

Each day more educated on brand new things

She was a smart one, he says

Now he regrets ever letting her walk away

Young boy learning from his mistakes

He didn’t realize how good she was for him

Only she could see his light, though it was dim

She refuses to look back, no returning to him

Here she realized it was good to have cut the strings

(chorus)

Bridge:

All he did was hurt her

He didn’t love her

All he did was make her cry

So she needed to say goodbye

He didn’t see her worth

Now he’s missing her

(chorus)

Free

This is a song a wrote about the day that I was told that I was cancer free.

It was the year 2004 on April 23

The day that ended all the suffering

No more waiting around

Goodbye hospital gowns

Say hello to playgrounds

I’m free to be a child

I’m free, cancer free

I’m free, finally

I’m free, cancer free

I’m free, finally

I’ll no longer deal with bullies

I won’t have to hide in hoodies

My hair will grow back

I’ll no longer be sad

I’m a brand new girl

Ready for the world

(chorus)

Even on my darkest days I chose to find the light

I knew I couldn’t give, had to put up a fight

I’m more than ready to live an amazingly free life

(chorus)

What Am I Doing?

I know this isn’t right, I know this won’t work

Can see straight through your lies, see it in your smirk

I just can’t keep putting up with all this hurt

done nothing but fill my eyes with dirt

Pre Chorus:

All I ask myself

Chorus:

W-w-what am I doing anyway

I know it’s time, time to walk away

A And you keep begging, begging me to stay

W-w-what am I doing anyway

Don’t want to hear it, what you say

Just stop begging, begging me to stay

W-w-what am I doing anyway

Everyday is a hassle, all we do is argue

You say you love me, but I doubt that’s true

And I can’t feel it, what I once felt for you

Now we’re spinning, you’re the sun I’m the moon

(pre-chorus)

(chorus)

Bridge:

Hurts to leave the one I thought would be mine forever

Kept trying to make it work, tried to make it better

But now nothing can save us, this day’s too bitter

No matter how hard you try, just can’t change someone

This goes for you, goes for me

We’ll learn from this, learn our lesson finally

(pre-chorus)

(chorus)

The song below is something that I wrote for my boyfriend.It’s called Pi Day because it is the day of our anniversary.

Pi Day

Chorus:

From lighitng my kicthen up on fire

To watching the sunrise in my car

You’ve made your way into my heart

X 2

Knew you’d be the one I’d marry, marry

From the moment we met in February

Every moment with you is extraordinary

On our first date dinner I dropped a knife

We’ll laugh at that for the rest of my life

It’s the little things that make us who we are

You’re a wish come true off a shooting star

(chorus) X2

I love you with all that’s in my heart

I love you, always have, right from the start

Never thought I’d find someoneso soon

Now my 2ams are better than my noons

There’s no better feeling than waking up to you

Babe I’ve never had a love, a love so good

(chorus) X2

Forgetting

Running on 3 hours of sleep

YOu’re gone, I’m here and can’t breathe

I love you more than I love me

But I had to sit back and watch you leave

There’s nothing left for me to do

Except hope that fate will lead me to you

Chorus:

Forgetting’s not so easy to do

Not when they meant that much to you

Not when you saw their face everyday

Not when they took your breath away

You can’t just go and leave me here

When I made your troubles all disappear

When I stood firm by your side all the time

When I could have been the love of your life

So you heard I found somebody new

To escape every single thought of you

But your name still haunts me in my dreams

And I just could never ever fall for him

Because he just isnt you

(chorus)

Bridge:

I don’t wanna let go… no no no

I don’t wanna move on… no no no

I only wish you’d be here

Cause I feel so lost, so lost, lost without you

(chorus)

Below is a song that I am currently writing but haven’t finished yet

Gravitational Pull

Pre-Chorus:

You know that no one can love me like you

We might be from earth but our love’s like the moon

Chorus:

Gravitational Pull, Gravitational Pull

Nobody,nobody loves me like you

Top of the stratosphere such a great view

When you’re not here I feel like I can’t breathe

The force of your love’s got me down on my knees

Gravitational Pull, Gravitational Pull